i did feel really badly about what happened yesterday probably in a different way you did. but it hit me so hard that i actually lost control and said something that hurt you. i don't think i didn't mean what i said, because at the very moment that was what i felt and i was trying to tell you how i felt and what i thought. i should have been more cautious about the words i chose and the way i said it. i don't exactly what convinced me to talk you into believing in what i believe. i was under the impression that if i told you something that i am pretty sure about and passionate about, you'd feel the same way i do. i can't take back what i said.