A sense of urgency to set a new goal and do something special has thrown me into a panic...I would like to forget every little thing I have done for the last 5-6 years. Probably, it would give me some room so that I could realize what would be really necessary for me at this very moment. But again, you see, even right now I am trying to come up with something new...for me to always look for instant answers to every uncertainty that I have is quite obsessive. somebody please help me out here?