i spent about an hour organizing stuff and cleaning up my room so there's literally NOTHING i can make excuses with for me saying 'it's hard to study in this condition, it's so messy and distracting.' anymore.
i think i'm really fortunate to be given this opportunity to feel this unwavering enthusiasm for what i'd die for. i'll never ever let it slip in my prime.
feel refreshed..take a deep breath, and let's go !!